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I dont know what to do. I feel so powerless. So hopeless. I'm actually giving up, why did I ever think there was a chance for us?
Omens can only get you so far I guess. My ring, our works, all those little things that make us so happy to be together, all those things that told us we were meant to be together. Why did I give so much of myself over to this, this naive, blind idiocy?
I was in love. I am in love with a girl who has no idea of what she does for me and how i feel about her because she wont let herself see it. How much
i do for her all for no reason but that i love her, nothing more. Nothing less. There are none so blind as do not wish to see.
I should be curled up on the sofa with her watching theTV, or at the pub having a laugh. I want to be doing these things.
What am I going to do?
Omens can only get you so far I guess. My ring, our works, all those little things that make us so happy to be together, all those things that told us we were meant to be together. Why did I give so much of myself over to this, this naive, blind idiocy?
I was in love. I am in love with a girl who has no idea of what she does for me and how i feel about her because she wont let herself see it. How much
i do for her all for no reason but that i love her, nothing more. Nothing less. There are none so blind as do not wish to see.
I should be curled up on the sofa with her watching theTV, or at the pub having a laugh. I want to be doing these things.
What am I going to do?