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Hey everyone! I just got back from GirlsFilmSchool! It was tons of fun but really strict and hard. Class started at nine and went to 10:30 or 11:30 every night with a half hour of free time before lunch. It was pretty crazy, but I learned so much and I really want to make documentaries now!! Documentaries are so fucking cool guys! You don't understand! So, I am really out of it right now, as some people saw earlier. I haven't slept for awhile and now I am past the point of being lively or tired, just weird. The first few days were really overwhelming and scary because I didn't know anyone but by the last day I was so sad to leave people there. Actually the whole time was pretty overwhelming, we had to do a self portrait thing, an animation, and a group project for the last week and we had class all day so the only time we could even shoot for our projects were like after 11:30 every night, it was really weird and everyone was really not used to the schedule so people were pretty out of it the whole time. This is the closest I have come to living in a boarding school even though it was only for two weeks, but it was really strict and crazy. I got to see Coco, Alex, Anthony, Jeffy,Izzy, Noah, and Brandon though tonight, so that was fun, although I was really out of it and only got to see them about an hour because I got home really late. I am going to miss you guys when I leave! I miss Jose and Justin because I didn't get to see them for my hour of friend time! i love all of you guys and I missed you all so much in Film School! I realize that I like to hug people a lot and always sort of need to have physical contact with a person to feel happy, so it is sad when I don't have people I know well enough to just hug randomly. I am excited to see Mirra tomorrow! I love the present I got her! She better love it because it's the shit! During film school I started talking in a western accent a lot and saying yall. It was crazy. I think it was because one of my friends there was from alabama. She was hilarious. She was always just really sarcastic and mean, but it was funny. Ok, anyway, Dot is pregnant and I am excited. Oh ya, and I want to get a tattoo before school starts on my lower back of the word life in hebrew. I actually think I am going to get it unless anybody has really strong opinions that I shouldn't get a tattoo or something, then I want to hear them. I don't think I would get sick of it if it was on my lower back where i couldn't even see it most of the time...And the word life in hebrew is really pretty and it's not trendy at all like faires or palm trees or initials or anything. I don't know what I am feeling right now, like i said, i am really out of it, but i am excited to go and see mirra and costa rica and stuff, but sad about leaving GirlsFilmSchool and really sad about not seeing my friends again for another ten days! God! Ok, now I miss people that I saw like an hour ago. During Film School I always felt like cuddling someone and I couldn't and it was really quite depressing. Soon i will have Mirra to cuddle and I will have actually good food to eat instead of the crap we got for every meal. Like gross movie cafeteria food. Alright, well I should probably pack or sleep or something, but I just felt like updating on my one night at home. Alright...goodbye...