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I'm so happy! i got a big christmas light moving-head deer for my b-day from my parents!! ahhhh! I have wanted one so much and you can only get them at christmas at price club! my room is really messy right now and this is giving me motivation to clean it. I named my deer Oliver and my cats usually sleep in my room but I think they are intimidated by it. ah well..
Anyway, i realized something today, my self confidence is lower than it used to be but for some reason i dont care that much. Like, i think if i thought this way about myself a few months ago i would have been really depressed but i think i have stopped caring about my appearance that much. i dont think i care like at all now. i have accepted myself and am happy with it.
This is really crazy, but i think i have had a crush on every single one of the matt/bryce group at one point of my mid school/high school career. whaaa? why am i attracted to skater guys that think they are really cool...? i also realize i think guys are sexy when they always look stoned.
My family just went to this place called Jamica Jamica and it was really bad. It just opened. i got vegetarian curry and it had gross saltly lumps of fat in it. I saw seth bromberg and matt wolf-cecil there. must be the hot spot!! it's annoying when you see someone and you don't know if you should wave or smile at them and so you just avoid eye contact. Me and mirra walked home from there alone..in the dark! and this really hot guy was like"whats up, whats up, what are you guys doing tonight?" and mirra was like "Busy! We're busy!" really crazily like he was going to rape us. i always end my entries with "alright, goodbye" and that is craaaaazy!!
ahh, now i don't know how to end them
Anyway, i realized something today, my self confidence is lower than it used to be but for some reason i dont care that much. Like, i think if i thought this way about myself a few months ago i would have been really depressed but i think i have stopped caring about my appearance that much. i dont think i care like at all now. i have accepted myself and am happy with it.
This is really crazy, but i think i have had a crush on every single one of the matt/bryce group at one point of my mid school/high school career. whaaa? why am i attracted to skater guys that think they are really cool...? i also realize i think guys are sexy when they always look stoned.
My family just went to this place called Jamica Jamica and it was really bad. It just opened. i got vegetarian curry and it had gross saltly lumps of fat in it. I saw seth bromberg and matt wolf-cecil there. must be the hot spot!! it's annoying when you see someone and you don't know if you should wave or smile at them and so you just avoid eye contact. Me and mirra walked home from there alone..in the dark! and this really hot guy was like"whats up, whats up, what are you guys doing tonight?" and mirra was like "Busy! We're busy!" really crazily like he was going to rape us. i always end my entries with "alright, goodbye" and that is craaaaazy!!
ahh, now i don't know how to end them