Are you suffering?
Yes, yes I fucking am. I am suffering and I feel like I shouldn't be.
If I could think on my fucking feet there wouldn't be a problem but no. Instead I have to resort to pulling hair which was horriblly childish and I wish I hadn't done. I should have just let it slide and then reported it. And I hate that I'm getting all wound up about some fucking year 7 without 2 braincells to pull together to get herself off report. All she did was barge into me and call me a gyspy. I get the feeling that it was just something that I came into her head but if it did it was becuase all she saw was my fucking skin. I wasn't fucking DOING anything, I was meandering up some stairs, I wasn't late and it wasn't my fucking fault that she had to wait for her report which took the 5 FUCKING MINUTES it takes between bells.
If she didn't want to be stuck in a crowd of people that are going the opposite way on the stairs then she shouldn't stay behind and talk to the teacher about her miscodndut in class. How do I know this? She had her report, like I said, that lovely bit of paper that tells me that he behavior is so shit the house have to be reguarly informed of it.
If I hadn't pulled her ponytail back and asked her if she had something to say about it (very politely mind you) then I would report it. Or maybe I wouldn't. I don't know. If I hadn't wanted to cover up the fact that it had hurt and called her trash randomly a minute later then she would have nothing against me.
Even worse, her friends saw me pull her hair but my friend seems to mysteriously disapear whenever I confront anyone about what they whisper. What does everyone expect me to do? Ignore it?
I'm fucking tierd of this. I thought racism was dying, but this is the second time. The first time it was nigger, and his friend apologised for him but this time....I do have brown skin. Nigger I can brush off because I'm not black, he was just an idiot. But Paki and Gypsy....I'm half south indian. I look white with a perminant tan. And what pisses me off the most is that she has to be at least 3 years younger than me but I'm guessing 4. What kind of idiot gets hurt by what a year 7 has to say?
If I could think on my fucking feet there wouldn't be a problem but no. Instead I have to resort to pulling hair which was horriblly childish and I wish I hadn't done. I should have just let it slide and then reported it. And I hate that I'm getting all wound up about some fucking year 7 without 2 braincells to pull together to get herself off report. All she did was barge into me and call me a gyspy. I get the feeling that it was just something that I came into her head but if it did it was becuase all she saw was my fucking skin. I wasn't fucking DOING anything, I was meandering up some stairs, I wasn't late and it wasn't my fucking fault that she had to wait for her report which took the 5 FUCKING MINUTES it takes between bells.
If she didn't want to be stuck in a crowd of people that are going the opposite way on the stairs then she shouldn't stay behind and talk to the teacher about her miscodndut in class. How do I know this? She had her report, like I said, that lovely bit of paper that tells me that he behavior is so shit the house have to be reguarly informed of it.
If I hadn't pulled her ponytail back and asked her if she had something to say about it (very politely mind you) then I would report it. Or maybe I wouldn't. I don't know. If I hadn't wanted to cover up the fact that it had hurt and called her trash randomly a minute later then she would have nothing against me.
Even worse, her friends saw me pull her hair but my friend seems to mysteriously disapear whenever I confront anyone about what they whisper. What does everyone expect me to do? Ignore it?
I'm fucking tierd of this. I thought racism was dying, but this is the second time. The first time it was nigger, and his friend apologised for him but this time....I do have brown skin. Nigger I can brush off because I'm not black, he was just an idiot. But Paki and Gypsy....I'm half south indian. I look white with a perminant tan. And what pisses me off the most is that she has to be at least 3 years younger than me but I'm guessing 4. What kind of idiot gets hurt by what a year 7 has to say?