My first girlfriend
So I am no longer with Dasel.. And I feel so good about myself, often times there is resentment or harsh feelings after relationships. But I've grown and changed my outlook on life so much because of this. I didn't want to be with her anymore. I felt like I was losing my self-control.. I was fading far away from the person that I want to be, and should be in the eyes of God.
I want to be with someone who has a strong faith in God, someone I can connect with on multiple levels.. Physically, Spiritually, Emotionally, Intellectually. With Dasel, I felt like we could touch the tip of the iceberg. Both of us had a lack of interest by the end of it. I felt really bored... and like I couldn't communicate the essence of what I want with her.
Just being in school, our relationship wasn't ready for it. I surely enjoyed the experience, and the time I spent with her.. but I am more sure now.. Novico pointed out, that your first relationship helps you narrow down what you want, need, and expect from someone.
Love is not an emotion. It is a commitment. I honestly did not love her, love encompasses the connection of body and soul, I feel like I did not have that. Well.. the initial getting to know someone feeling of just liking someone.. that is what I felt.. But when we got settled.. your true colors show. I guess I couldn't be that type of person for myself and for her.
In general.. I feel more open, more experienced, more relaxed when it comes to human relationships.. because no relation is without problems. Just gotta realize that. I grew up
It takes hardship, and experience to help you grow and change as a person. This is a fine example of that idealism.
It was fun..
I want to be with someone who has a strong faith in God, someone I can connect with on multiple levels.. Physically, Spiritually, Emotionally, Intellectually. With Dasel, I felt like we could touch the tip of the iceberg. Both of us had a lack of interest by the end of it. I felt really bored... and like I couldn't communicate the essence of what I want with her.
Just being in school, our relationship wasn't ready for it. I surely enjoyed the experience, and the time I spent with her.. but I am more sure now.. Novico pointed out, that your first relationship helps you narrow down what you want, need, and expect from someone.
Love is not an emotion. It is a commitment. I honestly did not love her, love encompasses the connection of body and soul, I feel like I did not have that. Well.. the initial getting to know someone feeling of just liking someone.. that is what I felt.. But when we got settled.. your true colors show. I guess I couldn't be that type of person for myself and for her.
In general.. I feel more open, more experienced, more relaxed when it comes to human relationships.. because no relation is without problems. Just gotta realize that. I grew up
It takes hardship, and experience to help you grow and change as a person. This is a fine example of that idealism.
It was fun..