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so yeah im really tired and sick. i just want to curl up in bed and not think about anything. but of course i have to write an essay (even though its a stupid essay that will take like a half hour) and i have to go to a job "interview" thingy tonight.
im just scared that now since things are starting to happen like school and a job and homecoming, even though its only a week, that im not going to be able to keep up. i dont try hard enough. and you'd think since i know i dont try hard enough and i realize it, that i would do something to change it...but i dont.
oh well.
im just scared that now since things are starting to happen like school and a job and homecoming, even though its only a week, that im not going to be able to keep up. i dont try hard enough. and you'd think since i know i dont try hard enough and i realize it, that i would do something to change it...but i dont.
oh well.