~*~IDK~*~
I didn't go to skool today <~~~ thats good... got to sleep in kinda! People were callin me and textin me ALL MORNING! After I finally got up me and Court went to subway ~~~> looking GRIMEY of course... felt kinda gay LOL! Then she dropped me off at home and I went tanning! Now I'm sittin here about ready to go take a shower! Not too much goin on tonight I guess... goin to the mall with *JAKE*, then to the bowl and prolly back to his house!
Things have been kinda weird lately... IDK why. I just feel really annoyed by A LOT of ppl! I really like *JAKE* but sometimes I feel like I don't want a boyfriend just cuz there are so many other guys!~~~> and I would NEVER not be with him but sometimes I just want to be SiNgLe again! Maybe I'm stupid b'cuz when I don't have a b/f thats all I want... and I get all depressed cuz I'm lonely or whatever but then when I do find a guy to be with IDK if that's what I really want! I guess I'll just have to let time tell! What's wrong with me???
I miss my *girls*... I hope we can start hangin out more! It seems like lately it has jus been me and *JAKE* and I know thats my fault but I kinda want that to change a lil bit! I can hang out with *JAKE* every now and then but I am realizing that I need to make WAY more time for the ladies LOL! Girls call me more and come to hang out more or ELSE!