I just got done crying.......
Jon had been calling me and i didn't know till i checked my caller ID. i didn't know who's number it was cuz it was different from his old one. So i called it up to see who was calling me and he picked up........HE said that he just was trying to call me to tell me that he misses me and has been thinking about me. I kept telling him that i didn't wanna go back with him, i new i'd be unhappy in the end.
He wanted to know if he could still call me and i said yes just not a lot and he wanted to know if we could hangout, that he know's that i don't wanna be with him again but to just see how eachother's doing, we had a conversation about our jobs and college and he kept saying wat a mistake he had made. The truth is, the breakup was better for me, i was so stressed out and reclusive from people, i was always depressed and sad, but now i'm happy, i talk to my friends more and see them more, sorry Katie and other's that we haven't hung out though, work is EVIL!
BUt he told me that he hopes i have fun at prom *sigh* i did miss him and i still do at times but i am better off without him, i know that and i'm much happier with Cody. He said he'd call me Monday to hang out but mostly i'll just be picking up my things that i never went to pick up. I'll be a little uncomfortable but i'll get over it, i'm not getting back with him and he knows it.
He wanted to know if he could still call me and i said yes just not a lot and he wanted to know if we could hangout, that he know's that i don't wanna be with him again but to just see how eachother's doing, we had a conversation about our jobs and college and he kept saying wat a mistake he had made. The truth is, the breakup was better for me, i was so stressed out and reclusive from people, i was always depressed and sad, but now i'm happy, i talk to my friends more and see them more, sorry Katie and other's that we haven't hung out though, work is EVIL!
BUt he told me that he hopes i have fun at prom *sigh* i did miss him and i still do at times but i am better off without him, i know that and i'm much happier with Cody. He said he'd call me Monday to hang out but mostly i'll just be picking up my things that i never went to pick up. I'll be a little uncomfortable but i'll get over it, i'm not getting back with him and he knows it.