Apr 01, 2005 14:48
Well, at 5:55am this morning guess who two wayed me, Jon. I was hesitant to pick up but i finally said hello. He was like "Sam? hi, it's jon. I've been thinking about u a lot and i missed u and i still care about u. I've wanted to call u but just haven't had the balls to, i couldn't think of what to say. I was there when my mom called the other day but didn't know she was calling u. I fucked up, i made a mistake, i'm stupid, i'm an idiot, i had no reason to break up with you" He was crying on the phone and i was too but i told him that it was basically over and i didn't wanna be in a relationship with him, he said that "i understand, i didn't see u enough"
I told him i had to go cuz i had to get ready for school and he said that he still wanted to hang out with me. WE said goodbye, then like 3 minutes later he called back and said "Sam?" i picked up and i said "u called me?" he said "i hit the button by accident, but while i have u on the phone, u just wanted to say that there was never another girl,(that he never cheated on me, that that's not why we broke up)" and i said i know.
i'm happy i'm not getting back with him, cuz i know nothing would change and i'd be as miserable as i was before, plus i'm with Cody and he's way better than JOn was to me. Yay! i get to see Cody tomorrow after work, i'm so excited! whoooohooooo!