Ok everyone this is wat happend.................
Alright i'd just like to come clear and tell the truth, i don't wanna keep this from people, but Jon does sell pot and does smoke it. Also, i smoke too but not very much like 2or 3 times a month, usually less.Josh and Pual already know. But i just told you that so u'd understand what i'm about to tell you, it's nothing serious, it's what happend with me and jon lately and today:
Well,......as i said before, Jon was layed off from his job and now works at Bengamin's as a dish washer, he hates it there and it only pays $7.oo an hour so he sells pot on the side and puts his paycheck in the bank to save it. He makes like almost $1000 every few days from "making plays" and i dont' like the idea of him selling. To be a drug dealer it's like ur always on call u know, every few minutes his cell rings for a play and he has to go and sell to that person. I hate it cuz it takes time away from me and he usually sells to his friends so when i'm with him i'll have to go with him and i dont' get to really see him.
Also, since we both work nights and i have school i only get to see him when he and i have a day off which rarely happens that's why i don't really get to hang out with friends much, i'm sorry everyone. Well i was really getting sick of not seeing eachother and i called him yesterday after work and he said "My fualt on not calling u back i was busy, i'll call u later" so i was upset and he was busy cuz he was selling so i went home and talked online with some friends and told them what was going on adn that i was getting impatiant waiting for him to call
So just got pissed adn called him myself adn he sayd that he was passing out that he was tired, i told him that i needed to talk to him and he said ok i'll call u in the morning. So i tried to sleep but i couldn't i cried most of the night....then, at like 7:15am he two wayed me on my cell and i told him how i felt and that we dont' see eachother a lot and asked how long is he going to be selling and that i'm his gf i wanna see him not jsut his friends and spend our time together driving around in a car.
So he understood how i felt adn he got emotional adn said "Come over now, i don't care if ur in ur pajamas, just come over, i miss u, i love u, i need to see u, i don't want u to break up with me, i love u" so i did at 7:30 am. I got to his house and he gave me a hug and a kiss adn we went up to his room to talk....we started to cry adn he said that "we can fix things, i love u. Ur the only good thing in my life, eveything else is going to hell and if u leave me my life will go to shit, please don't leave me" Later he asked "U were going to break up with me weren't u?" I told him no, that i wanted to tell him how i felt and that things had to change. So he said that "well i mean we've been together for what like a year? and this has been the only rocky point" i agreed adn he understood that i was warning him that if things didn't change we weren't gonna stay together. HE said he understood andt that we had to fix things, he couldn't loose me adn that "when it comes down to it, ur more important than any of my friends, i mean what can they give me, Sam, ur the only person that i can trust with my life"
So we talked it out and i love him with all my heart adn he feels the same and we played Madden for a bit and had fun together. i'll get to see him tomorrow when he wakes up adn calls me!
Well,......as i said before, Jon was layed off from his job and now works at Bengamin's as a dish washer, he hates it there and it only pays $7.oo an hour so he sells pot on the side and puts his paycheck in the bank to save it. He makes like almost $1000 every few days from "making plays" and i dont' like the idea of him selling. To be a drug dealer it's like ur always on call u know, every few minutes his cell rings for a play and he has to go and sell to that person. I hate it cuz it takes time away from me and he usually sells to his friends so when i'm with him i'll have to go with him and i dont' get to really see him.
Also, since we both work nights and i have school i only get to see him when he and i have a day off which rarely happens that's why i don't really get to hang out with friends much, i'm sorry everyone. Well i was really getting sick of not seeing eachother and i called him yesterday after work and he said "My fualt on not calling u back i was busy, i'll call u later" so i was upset and he was busy cuz he was selling so i went home and talked online with some friends and told them what was going on adn that i was getting impatiant waiting for him to call
So just got pissed adn called him myself adn he sayd that he was passing out that he was tired, i told him that i needed to talk to him and he said ok i'll call u in the morning. So i tried to sleep but i couldn't i cried most of the night....then, at like 7:15am he two wayed me on my cell and i told him how i felt and that we dont' see eachother a lot and asked how long is he going to be selling and that i'm his gf i wanna see him not jsut his friends and spend our time together driving around in a car.
So he understood how i felt adn he got emotional adn said "Come over now, i don't care if ur in ur pajamas, just come over, i miss u, i love u, i need to see u, i don't want u to break up with me, i love u" so i did at 7:30 am. I got to his house and he gave me a hug and a kiss adn we went up to his room to talk....we started to cry adn he said that "we can fix things, i love u. Ur the only good thing in my life, eveything else is going to hell and if u leave me my life will go to shit, please don't leave me" Later he asked "U were going to break up with me weren't u?" I told him no, that i wanted to tell him how i felt and that things had to change. So he said that "well i mean we've been together for what like a year? and this has been the only rocky point" i agreed adn he understood that i was warning him that if things didn't change we weren't gonna stay together. HE said he understood andt that we had to fix things, he couldn't loose me adn that "when it comes down to it, ur more important than any of my friends, i mean what can they give me, Sam, ur the only person that i can trust with my life"
So we talked it out and i love him with all my heart adn he feels the same and we played Madden for a bit and had fun together. i'll get to see him tomorrow when he wakes up adn calls me!