today was a great day
technically it was yesterday but Thurseday April 26 2007 was a fantastic day for me. I don't know why it was so good although there are many easy answers. The sun shining. The charisma I felt was flowing through me. The boldness to say things I wouldn't normally say. A little fun with friends. School was fine I got to talk to people in every class which is cool cause normally I sleep or read...but I forgot my book so I talked to them. First hour was Karlie(sp?) and she talked about horses and I know about horses decently well so that was fun and talked to this kid Bryon(I love how its spelled this way its so different) who is a chill kid who is a Sophmore, my first hour has mostly sophmore's in it cause I started taking all my math credits late. But there are some Juniors and even a senior or two...one of them being the teachers assistant and she is pretty...but shy....I realize that my enjoyment of the class is how many pretty, interesting girls . I usually talk to them but I never really ask them out. A few I plan to ask for their phone numbers but yeah I usually am a sissy about it and never ask them out or anything...but I wasn't that shy today I was telling girls I liked they where pretty and that we needed to hang out and the mojo seemed to be going...the losing weight thing is going pretty well. lost almost 60-65lbs in the last few months it is amazing!!! I can't wait till I lose it all (lets hope I don't melt away) and then hopefully I will have some muslce to show and actually be more attractive in my own mind. more later I guess...great day...today(actually friday) is going to be fantastic too!!!