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[hamartia__]

feeling better in san fran. glad to have a job even if it is at a strip club. there are very comical things about it. i get pretty drunk off hennessey with my boss. i spend long hours sittin g with my other boss listening to him tell his stories with a thick greek accent. andddd ohhhh anthony, a 22 year old spanish boss with blue eyes who smokes blunts with me. i have a crush. i never want to say anything to him that makes me sound stupid or uncool. its funny.

ok soul mate. anytime youre ready to enter my life im waitin. but in truth i doubt im ready to love again. i love too fucking hard.