suitcase of memories..time after time

Apr 23, 2005 18:32

never thought that home would be my escape..and yet here i am. wasnt in the mood to be at school at all. but am i ever? bruce came and picked me up last night and i was so so glad. even as soon as i knew he was coming i felt better. i miss him a lot. hes someone i can just be myself around-- whoever that is. i cant believe im really leaving school in 2 weeks. and it sucks because i KNOW im going to leave with so much left unresolved. i know its bad, but im just not ready to, nor do i care to, fix my problems. im the baby whos just packing up and running from them instead.

i cant believe im leaving...on a jetplane..dont know when ill be back again..
im trying to fix my room up so that it doesnt have random keepsakes from high school that have been left behind. cuz quite frankly its a little creepy. if im going to live here for a month i dont want it to be filled with boxes and nick-nacks. i have sooo much crap. i shouldnt buy one more thing. i want to sell sme of my old junk on ebay, cuz ppl will buy anything and i could really use the cash, but im too lazy and i dont know how to sell shit properly.

off to eat some matzo ball soup. too-da-loo
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