-still alive-
i am not sure why i am even updating? i mean i had an awesome day at the river. i was asked and wasn't sure if i even felt like going but once we finally got there in the water it was amazing. the weather was literally cooking us before we hit the water. it was bert, a bunch of friends of his i don't know, and i who ventured here and tied like 11 tubes together. it was a tank of a creation. anyways, after the refreshing 4 and a half hours on the river we got back to where we give the rafts back and some girl is puking all over herself because she was drunk. a cop was trying to give the guy and her a breathalyzer test but it wasn't working lol. after all that we went and had 3 pizzas which were extremely overpriced but still good. I'm supposed to go hang out either tonight or tomorrow at some party with bert but i'm not sure what i'm goin to do seeing as i am tired.
In other news i start my new job on monday so that's cool. other than that i dont know what is going on with my life or what im doing, you know, the usual. i guess i'll save money and pay stuff off and move out maybe if people decide to come with or help but i dunno. i always feel lost and i know this is kinda turning into a downer entry but not much seems to matter to me.. like im goin through life just trying to pass the time, i feel like i'm observing my own life sometimes and not living it, ya know? kinda feel like something is supposed to be differant... like this isn't how my life is supposed to be. maybe i'm just crazy.
bah, anyways enough of that, i had a good day. i'm nice, burnt, and tired. i'm sure i'll figure things out sometime and be "normal" but untill then i'll just be excited for my new job and possible things to come.
In other news i start my new job on monday so that's cool. other than that i dont know what is going on with my life or what im doing, you know, the usual. i guess i'll save money and pay stuff off and move out maybe if people decide to come with or help but i dunno. i always feel lost and i know this is kinda turning into a downer entry but not much seems to matter to me.. like im goin through life just trying to pass the time, i feel like i'm observing my own life sometimes and not living it, ya know? kinda feel like something is supposed to be differant... like this isn't how my life is supposed to be. maybe i'm just crazy.
bah, anyways enough of that, i had a good day. i'm nice, burnt, and tired. i'm sure i'll figure things out sometime and be "normal" but untill then i'll just be excited for my new job and possible things to come.