birthday
So it's almost my birthday and just like every other holiday/event before it it feels like nothing. There's no excitement, no joy, just another day passing and it kinda worries me. I don't think holidays and things of that nature really mean that much to me anymore because really its all the other days that matter just as much as those. ya know?
I feel like I've lost something..
Anyways, I'm most likely not doing anything for my birthday except HOPEFULLY graduating from this god forsaken school. I just want out now because I've almost lost all motivation to be there by now. Some reasons Ive been trying so hard in the first place are by now, not important anymore so I just want out.
I just feel like my life has fallen apart and nothing is the same no matter how hard i try but I'll continue to "go with the flow" as I have so gracefully done in the past..
I feel like I've lost something..
Anyways, I'm most likely not doing anything for my birthday except HOPEFULLY graduating from this god forsaken school. I just want out now because I've almost lost all motivation to be there by now. Some reasons Ive been trying so hard in the first place are by now, not important anymore so I just want out.
I just feel like my life has fallen apart and nothing is the same no matter how hard i try but I'll continue to "go with the flow" as I have so gracefully done in the past..