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i realize i dont update much.
i dont really know why,
is it because i have nothing to say or just because i know no1 really cares what i have to say?
who knows.
i dont want this summer to end, i want it to go slow as possible.
im scared for August, not because its closer to school
but because it means david leaves sooner and sooner.
im tough tho, we both are. i know that we will be able to handel it.
i wish plans went through.
not that i dont like seeing david almost every day,
its just i kinda miss hanging out with girls.
i feel like ill try to make effort to do stuff, try to make plans
and nothing falls through.
lately dana has been the only one ive hung out with.
which is ok i guess since shes like my little sister and i miss seeing her all the time.
i still have a month and 14 days left, hopefully things will start to change.
as each day comes, i start to fall harder and harder.
i dont really know why,
is it because i have nothing to say or just because i know no1 really cares what i have to say?
who knows.
i dont want this summer to end, i want it to go slow as possible.
im scared for August, not because its closer to school
but because it means david leaves sooner and sooner.
im tough tho, we both are. i know that we will be able to handel it.
i wish plans went through.
not that i dont like seeing david almost every day,
its just i kinda miss hanging out with girls.
i feel like ill try to make effort to do stuff, try to make plans
and nothing falls through.
lately dana has been the only one ive hung out with.
which is ok i guess since shes like my little sister and i miss seeing her all the time.
i still have a month and 14 days left, hopefully things will start to change.
as each day comes, i start to fall harder and harder.