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i ment to write this Monday night but it was too hard at the time so i just couldnt do it.
I cant believe its already been 3 years, it seems like it was only yesterday that you passed away. I know we werent that close but u were probably one of my 1st friends when i started camp. I remember little things that happened between us when you were alive and at camp.
I remember when we were in the same cabin in NC when you were like 12 and i was 11 (not really sure on the ages). I remember one memory of us really well though, im not sure if youd even remember this memory if you were alive but this is it:
We were both home alone one night and really bored and we were talking to each other online. We decided to call each other and talk on the phone for a little bit. Then you started telling me about how one of your friends looked through the peephole of their door (for what reason i do not remember) but when that person looked through, they saw a persons eye staring back at them.
From that moment on that you told me that story, i have always been scared to look through a peephole of a door, and i will always remember that memory.
I think your last day of camp, your last day of being with us, we went to the Swimming Hall Of Fame. You were sitting next to me and i was squished since there were 3 in our seat. You had asked me what time it was and i didnt even know since i didnt have a watch on me.
At the end of the day during aftercar i remember sitting outside of the cabin watching you throw a football with i think Ryan Pascow......that was the last time i saw you.
I have a feeling that was the last time our camp EVER went to Swimming Hall of Fame since i dont even remember ever going back since then.
Its weird how i cant remember what i did a week ago, or even yesterday, but i remember things like that.
Camp hasnt been the same since u've been gone and it sucks when good people have to die.
You will always be missed and loved Peri, by everyone, including me
R.I.P Peri <3
