Aug 15, 2006 16:12
Well, let's see...What can we say about Dallas....
First of all, Texas sucks. I knew this going in but hey, what's a guy to do. I know deep down that as much as I wanted to stay, I needed to get out of DC. And Dallas had the right deal, and it's the way the game is played. Blah blah blah.
Went up to New York last week, which was a nice break. I could only do for her what she did for me and boy do I understand why she was so pissy in Toronto now.
I don't know if I miss him or if I miss just having someone around like that. Someone to love and take care of and get the same in return. I miss just being happy. I want the damn season to start so I can at least play, maybe shit'll pick up when I get to know some of my teammates better. Maybe i'll just have more of a distraction once football season starts and I can start chasing cheerleaders. Oh, you laugh, but I'm serious. I just need some kind of a damn distraction here. Somethign that'll keep me from thinking about all the negative bullshit.
Because seriously, I just want to be happy again. Not that anyone really cares.