a toast to the future
so 2 days now i've worked long shifts with a busted ankle, went from a twist to a nasty sprain possible break (going by the cracking with pain as i suto-limp)
don't know how or when it happened just know co-workers pointed out the limp and then on the 2nd half of the double i started to feel most of the pain. maybe i broke it back into proper position (never got it fixed the first time) who knows.
so 8 days till my 3rd anniversary with kel, 3 long years, 2 years to the day before the wedding.
we've come so far.
things are going well, he got a better job, starts next week i believe. i'm getting more hours at work, trying to balance out here.
found the car door and quarter panel car gets fixed soon.yey
getting tires this week (crosses fingers)
in reflection:
my choices lately have been better than thought, i'm heading in the right direction. with realizing when people need to bow and exit, when it accept new ones, and when to just stay away.
i think i've finally become an adult or closer to one.
work is now my main priority not "well i can stay at matt's till this time, fly home, sleep till this time, and then maybe i can make it to work tired and i'll be okay" now it's "well i'm closing but i do need to sleep and function tomorrow so maybe 12 is late enough, and well i'm broke so umm i'll pass since i really don't want to inconvenience anyone and well i can't chance the gas." i'm quite surprised i haven't tried to go well i haven't eaten here in a week so 40 is enough for rent and i have this and that so maybe 30 for this week, it's been here's your $50, see you on my day off *door closes*
i've done it, i've learned to balance myself with my friends and kel, no more well honey i'll see you when you wake up *alarm goes off and i'm out cold* or hey matt um think kel will notice i'm not home yet? etc etc etc...
on to revelations:
squee, it's nice to meet someone with the in-site i have, we both see things on an individual and whole basis, i thought i was just crazy and it was my weird thing that nobody else does. plus now i see you are very good to keith and you guys compromise which he has been missing in his life often but not always as well as you two are very much alike which i notice keeps the flame alive, i need to adjust to the pda though.
sarah, your adorable, simply adorable, and you have a good ear and wise in-site as well, the three of us can be deadly if we had to solve everyones problems, but i know we'd all send them in the right direction.
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as is always:
the best to all, i must retire for the night for dear husband sleeps soundly and my leg has fallen asleep.
my prayer for the week is that everyone face they're demons and with the grace of god (or gods)and feels no weakness in shoving your boot up their ass!
*ad-eu
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don't know how or when it happened just know co-workers pointed out the limp and then on the 2nd half of the double i started to feel most of the pain. maybe i broke it back into proper position (never got it fixed the first time) who knows.
so 8 days till my 3rd anniversary with kel, 3 long years, 2 years to the day before the wedding.
we've come so far.
things are going well, he got a better job, starts next week i believe. i'm getting more hours at work, trying to balance out here.
found the car door and quarter panel car gets fixed soon.yey
getting tires this week (crosses fingers)
in reflection:
my choices lately have been better than thought, i'm heading in the right direction. with realizing when people need to bow and exit, when it accept new ones, and when to just stay away.
i think i've finally become an adult or closer to one.
work is now my main priority not "well i can stay at matt's till this time, fly home, sleep till this time, and then maybe i can make it to work tired and i'll be okay" now it's "well i'm closing but i do need to sleep and function tomorrow so maybe 12 is late enough, and well i'm broke so umm i'll pass since i really don't want to inconvenience anyone and well i can't chance the gas." i'm quite surprised i haven't tried to go well i haven't eaten here in a week so 40 is enough for rent and i have this and that so maybe 30 for this week, it's been here's your $50, see you on my day off *door closes*
i've done it, i've learned to balance myself with my friends and kel, no more well honey i'll see you when you wake up *alarm goes off and i'm out cold* or hey matt um think kel will notice i'm not home yet? etc etc etc...
on to revelations:
squee, it's nice to meet someone with the in-site i have, we both see things on an individual and whole basis, i thought i was just crazy and it was my weird thing that nobody else does. plus now i see you are very good to keith and you guys compromise which he has been missing in his life often but not always as well as you two are very much alike which i notice keeps the flame alive, i need to adjust to the pda though.
sarah, your adorable, simply adorable, and you have a good ear and wise in-site as well, the three of us can be deadly if we had to solve everyones problems, but i know we'd all send them in the right direction.
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as is always:
the best to all, i must retire for the night for dear husband sleeps soundly and my leg has fallen asleep.
my prayer for the week is that everyone face they're demons and with the grace of god (or gods)and feels no weakness in shoving your boot up their ass!
*ad-eu
*end transmission*