Life is what you make it...
IS that nessicarily true? Life gives me twists and turns, and yet my adverage mood never changes. My feelings for the bad events are somewhat empty, i dont dwell on the bad. I mean with each bad thing that happens, and there are plenty, i just keep saying it cant get much worse. Then it does. I find that comical, i laugh a little bit, then continue my day as normal. We cant nessisarily prevent the things that happen to us, but we can choose how we react and carry on afterwards. Im 19 and in one summer i have had so much happen and i have learned so much. I have so many more years to live that i can only look for the future. I mean all that occured in one summer is amazing, imagine what can happen in a year, or 10 years, or 50 years. Im bracing myself because i am ready for that ride. So to all those in need my advice is "just look up" Forward to the future and not behind in the past. THe past has formed you, the future will lead you. I have been able to find good in every bad situation so far. For example, when i got into my accident, a random person, in the marines pulled over and helped us. Before that i believed there was no decent human being and that humans were a lost cost. I believed if god killed us all that we diserved it. That one person made me think that others are conciderate, and the world is not as bad as i thought. Any ways the next time i get a chance i will relay my summer vication, and even some events before that. Until then... tata.