May 21, 2007 14:20
transfixed on the surface
as the infrastructure collapses
phantom limbs buckle from the pressure
i was young once too
its the simple things
that scrape the linnings of the heart
leaves a seamless crack
an autistic day dream
its dark these days
and its been pouring sleet
like a machine
easy child, you will find the time
street dog in heat
using no discretion
a colonial zone
strewn with sweaty tourists
and i thought you cared
it was a simple glare
i studied the fractures
of a heavy heart, destroyed
im coming home again
to sleep and wake
by the time you get back
ill be gone
im sorry
help me mend
im in pieces
the begining is the end
end is the begining. etc
riverside motel
passenger side
in a starry night
i slowly divulge the inner workings
of a "split mind."
alienation
the fertile mind mistaken
i burn in secret
decided ill never regret
through the morning i just slept
through the mourning i just wept