Aug 14, 2003 16:51
yeah i paid for my own drink. and his. feel awkward when guys pay for me. like i'm a goldigger. so i pretend i'm in full control of everything and initiate forking out the dough. even at bars, when dudes get me drinks i feel obligated to chat for at least 10 minutes. sometimes though when a friend comes by, i flag her down so she gets a drink too. tag team. wait a minute, that does make some sort of digger.
anyway, about last night. it was alright. hes better looking than i remember, w/ a sexy voice. 'cept he was dressed bummy, like he didnt care. maybe he didnt. maybe it was my "just looking for good conversation and nothin else" disclaimer. i dunno. it was good though, somethin out of the norm. but i'm still not into him. would hang out again though. i think its in my court.
have this demand letter due like....in 1 minute. fuck. i havent even started. well, i had the date and header but deleted it. man, these procrastination tactics are so damn familiar. my butt hurts. i'm gonna go get a smoothie. found hella money in my butt pocket. hallelujah.