Help me here....

Feb 10, 2006 17:32

Is a month long migraine bad? Maybe it is...but it is killing me..my eyes seriously hurt right now...and my head feels like it is imploding...I just want to scream and throw things to sooth my frustraions, but I seem to be staying calm and living with the pain. Other than that, life isnt the most positive right now...I am just thinking about making changes...and it hurts to think of what might come out of this....It will effect everything...so I am scared of it. I might not even say anything or do anything about it...I dont know right now...I am just so confused..and my head is hurting worse than the past three weeks...it goes from the tip top of my head to the end of my shoulder blades...AHHHHHHHH!!! I needed that..I need to get away...I need out of this place away from all things...I just need to see life positively and I just aint seeing it at the moment. Nothing helps anymore..Nothing. I have been listening to Little Big Town's song Bring it on Home...and that is what I want....I will post later a snippet of a poem I wrote.....or am writting...just give me some feedback..I seriously need something...this migraine and my negative thinking seems to be staying in place.....
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