purple monkey dishwasher
to Mandy,
i almost forgot to add my dinner I'm going to make one day. it's going to consist of shake and bake pork chops with a mixed green salad with broccli and carrots with a spicy hummus dressing, served with grits.
i'll cook.
Professor Khron called today around 4:30 today to notify me about his cancellation of class. Chris Shank , who is my age and has a two year old name named Aden, who i've never met. Has class on wednesdays also, Still picked me up to take me to class, she . um. shes proud of being a pervert she said. realizing and accepting her true nature. It's cool to have a friend like Shank who says vulgur things and is a grundy alpha female lady.
Sofi once told me that she didn't think she belonged in my world. I liked Sofi's world you should have seen her hulla hoop.
It was great cause Alana sent me two pictures; both of jimmy and I, one at nicoles and one at Sofi's . . . welcome to my world of people i love, and see frequently.
Jimmy me nicole aliana and frankie are all my best great friends Sofi too I'm proboly spelling Alana's name wrong.
It was alot of fun.after warm ups I tuned all the timpani. I practied my part. and loudly.
I'm seeing another girl now. well, i duno know, fuck off we like each other. Her name is Amanda, or Mandy,. I like to call her Mandy. I like to think we click. though I've afraid I'm hazy eyed to the holy moment of the situation. Do I take it further? NO not now. I've realized it now, it's the fact of taking it too far. We have clicking potential. Her daughter is a beautiful child.
I enjoy spending time with her. It was difficult trying to explain to her that I couldn't see somone I didn't love. and she was okay with that and she didn't expect me to love her. .. cause. . I don't know I think I open up her too much, and that might be my vulnerablilty. that's okay I'm comfertable talking to her... I'm comfertable with the thought of her knowing my friends. what if that changes. . .?
I like her, and and she says wow. damn, I don't know if I should take it past friends. We should both consult our parents for starting that seems to matter alot . due to the fact she does have a kid. and I'm okay with that. I mean I was okay taking care of Tommi, but then again Tommi wasn't her child.
what if i'm too far in over my head with this. maybe just too fast.. hm hmmHM hmm (i'm humming to myself) Hmmmm hm - hmm_hm_hm_hm_HM - hm Hm-Hm .
... But it's like once you go there. you're not just friends anymore. and your not just dating and more. you're something else.
Am I okay with that. . .
i almost forgot to add my dinner I'm going to make one day. it's going to consist of shake and bake pork chops with a mixed green salad with broccli and carrots with a spicy hummus dressing, served with grits.
i'll cook.
Professor Khron called today around 4:30 today to notify me about his cancellation of class. Chris Shank , who is my age and has a two year old name named Aden, who i've never met. Has class on wednesdays also, Still picked me up to take me to class, she . um. shes proud of being a pervert she said. realizing and accepting her true nature. It's cool to have a friend like Shank who says vulgur things and is a grundy alpha female lady.
Sofi once told me that she didn't think she belonged in my world. I liked Sofi's world you should have seen her hulla hoop.
It was great cause Alana sent me two pictures; both of jimmy and I, one at nicoles and one at Sofi's . . . welcome to my world of people i love, and see frequently.
Jimmy me nicole aliana and frankie are all my best great friends Sofi too I'm proboly spelling Alana's name wrong.
It was alot of fun.after warm ups I tuned all the timpani. I practied my part. and loudly.
I'm seeing another girl now. well, i duno know, fuck off we like each other. Her name is Amanda, or Mandy,. I like to call her Mandy. I like to think we click. though I've afraid I'm hazy eyed to the holy moment of the situation. Do I take it further? NO not now. I've realized it now, it's the fact of taking it too far. We have clicking potential. Her daughter is a beautiful child.
I enjoy spending time with her. It was difficult trying to explain to her that I couldn't see somone I didn't love. and she was okay with that and she didn't expect me to love her. .. cause. . I don't know I think I open up her too much, and that might be my vulnerablilty. that's okay I'm comfertable talking to her... I'm comfertable with the thought of her knowing my friends. what if that changes. . .?
I like her, and and she says wow. damn, I don't know if I should take it past friends. We should both consult our parents for starting that seems to matter alot . due to the fact she does have a kid. and I'm okay with that. I mean I was okay taking care of Tommi, but then again Tommi wasn't her child.
what if i'm too far in over my head with this. maybe just too fast.. hm hmmHM hmm (i'm humming to myself) Hmmmm hm - hmm_hm_hm_hm_HM - hm Hm-Hm .
... But it's like once you go there. you're not just friends anymore. and your not just dating and more. you're something else.
Am I okay with that. . .