Mar 10, 2007 02:53
Can I get a show of hands whom read my journals?
O god shamrock fest is tomorrow. (note to self, improve vocabulary) I got to be at shady grove metro at like 9am. to meet Sara and Jason and I guess pat and Harrison. ug i'll make the best of it. i ought to be working instead. or practising. thats what i need to do!
I's so behind in classes. honestly i should i know my scales backwards. spring break would be the best time to catch up.
I got the best catalog today! from cascio interstae music. it has every drum and percussion/mallet/ hardware /drumhead.. etc... I love it.
I have all my music set up and everything.
I could go on about all the neat shit i would buy if i had that kinda money. like a wind chime bell tree Echo tree is $100
grr,. should be a little more fluent by wednesday I have class at seven on & on thursay also there is a supposed to be a good preformance at the kennedy center that night. . . damn.
ah hoi hoi,.
I slept in for a good but then, lifted weights practided a little and clean, then went back to rest at five slept till like 8 and called nicole. I hung out with dad. frankie called me around 10. and Nicole Alina and Fran ran over with drinks. We hung out in my room anxious to get taco bell or something satisfy, I gave nicole a note i had written pertaing to her in my dream one night i had of her. it had been sitting onmy bed next to me for a while now. everytime i made my bed i wouldn't do nothing about filing it away. and i thought it was too important to be on the floor.
i clicked the stereo playing apc off. and wen to get a grande meal .. .. hahah too much detail . ..
shut the fuck up
no wonder.
hm. it seems i am in denial about how much i really/ truley procrastinate. I don't sleep much because when lay down I feel very vunerable cold, and i don't sleep with any one. when I do dream, I'm dreaming about running away from something. It turns out i'm afraid, or when i'm with a girl i'm very anxious. I never look at her in the eyes because I shes will always be looking at me. and It hard to know that someone is looking directly at me... I can't look at her in the eyes. i ... eye. ... I. ...
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