Nov 13, 2009 21:51
i wish saying i needed solitude occasionally didnt translate to this is the beginning of the end of our relationship to jason - we havent spent a day apart since our very first date - ive lived with him since that day 6 monthes ago - he doesnt work because he gets ssi - i literally am only by myself at work, and that isnt me time, that is work, but i feel like the shittiest boyfriend on earth right now because i told him i think ive been feeling angry a lot lately because i dont get to have anytime just by myself, because when he wants to go to his brothers and i dont want to go he suddenly cant go because he cant go anywhere without me, and that is frustrating, and maybe i am an asshole boyfriend, but i feel like i need solitude sometimes - today i wanted to work on writing the film/play ive been obsessing on making and i told him that it was hard to write with him in the room watching me, he took it personally - i dont know how to approach this without making him feel hurt