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well i havnt updated this for a hell of a log time. i just forget about it for a while then i remember and then iupdate haha. so things are going pretty awesomelately.
Im dying to be out of highschool, but im also dead terrified of whats goingt o happen once i am. And im scared of loseing my friends. A lot of them are graduating and i keep thinkig im loseing them so i keep holding on so tight to them.
but other than that i am having so much fun this year. today was just an awesome day. I got excpeted into this program where i get to go to D.C. for a week and meet all these important people. i get to go all on my own. its going to be so great. No one i know is gong, its just random peole from over the u.s. how fun is that haha.
So i kinda like this kid, hes so smart he amazes me. Though i would never tell him that. We debate constantly, completely different views of the world. haha. But hea actually interesting unlike most people who are boring ang annoying.
ahhh i keep thinking abotu college and its crazy what if i dont get into UF what happenes? i dont want togo anywhere else. i hate how everyone thinks im so much smarter than i actually am. but o well.
today was club day. out of 4 pds!!!! haha. it was fun. plus book club was great i love it. ahhh and then during speech and debate i presented my bill and gave what i have of my speech and they were all omg you did so gooodddddd. lol and i was really flirty today.
this kid gunner, hes such a sweety but everyone thinks hes stupid, but i know better. he just jokes around alot. hes a really sweet kid, but hes a guy, need i say more.
"GRAB YOUR DICK AND DOUBLE CLICK FOR PORN!PORN!PORN!. THE INTERNET IS FOR PORN!!!" haha jacob ily!!<3333.
long entry. well bye kids. <3333
Im dying to be out of highschool, but im also dead terrified of whats goingt o happen once i am. And im scared of loseing my friends. A lot of them are graduating and i keep thinkig im loseing them so i keep holding on so tight to them.
but other than that i am having so much fun this year. today was just an awesome day. I got excpeted into this program where i get to go to D.C. for a week and meet all these important people. i get to go all on my own. its going to be so great. No one i know is gong, its just random peole from over the u.s. how fun is that haha.
So i kinda like this kid, hes so smart he amazes me. Though i would never tell him that. We debate constantly, completely different views of the world. haha. But hea actually interesting unlike most people who are boring ang annoying.
ahhh i keep thinking abotu college and its crazy what if i dont get into UF what happenes? i dont want togo anywhere else. i hate how everyone thinks im so much smarter than i actually am. but o well.
today was club day. out of 4 pds!!!! haha. it was fun. plus book club was great i love it. ahhh and then during speech and debate i presented my bill and gave what i have of my speech and they were all omg you did so gooodddddd. lol and i was really flirty today.
this kid gunner, hes such a sweety but everyone thinks hes stupid, but i know better. he just jokes around alot. hes a really sweet kid, but hes a guy, need i say more.
"GRAB YOUR DICK AND DOUBLE CLICK FOR PORN!PORN!PORN!. THE INTERNET IS FOR PORN!!!" haha jacob ily!!<3333.
long entry. well bye kids. <3333