its what it is

[halohair]

what it could be it will be
what will be is not set
its another week
im still exploring my feelings towards being independant
without you and without that embrace
i miss you more than ever but i know its best this works out this way
my throat has been way to sore for me to express this feeling
of emptiness
but for some reason i cover it up with more and more
overwhelming emotion
taking on someone else in me
there no needs for solitude
i need to seriously keep out
stay far from the reality
and jump into the fiction and let it flow
center my energy to something worth living
worth breathing and saying
this is it
this is what i long for
i ve got to learn to express
to relax and realize this the beauty
the beauty of living
embrace it take it in
and if something or someone comes along
to find me lost
just take me and
help me to inspire me
i havent found him
nor has he me
my hands and eyes are getting tired of looking
its about that time
to sleep
this will be a great week
value
chance
and wholesomeness find me again
the voices in the back are playing but i dare not to hear them