IM here

[halohair]

youe there
only one day of you ion my dreams
was only a disaster waiting to happend
you haunt me not only i my dreams but
in my everyday life
like you said in my dreams...
" i wan you to know.. no i want you out of my head my dremas and my everything.... thats it i dont want you anymore"
you said it with such power i felt like you felt it
miles aways from where we were to now
our nothings
i feel lost once more
i cant
and i will
eventually leave you where you belong
and thats in the past
but with this hauting of you over my every day thoughts
i should remind myself you dont evern exisit
So angry with fuery i caould see that you no longer desire to be in my heart
you ask me in life on the phone and in my dreams to ddepart from you but not far
and thats what i have been doing
i want nothing to do with anything you do but to know you exisit
happy and to know this should have never ahppend
man
such a stab in my heart and my throat
i caould barely breathe
for anyone to mention you were here
with the same time i passed that road and felt you in the same town
the air i felt you
the dreams i feel you even more
i cry i know you feel me
deny me once menas nothing to me
deny me twiceits nothing its seems
deny me three times
im still here
til you realize its okay
hold on
keep the fighting strong til there
with my chin up my eyes dryed
im here babe till the end
like you said til we meet in the sky
i cant wait
the everlasting love i felt dies now
til another i wait paitently for that soul
every dream make it a happy one
that kiss sweet love