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It has been a very long time since I've felt like this. The deep, dark feeling of despair that inhibits one from going about life. There is one part of me that is infuriated, vindictive, and betrayed. Though that is overwhelmed by the part of me that is lost in a world of anguish and confusion. There are really no words to properly describe how I feel right now. All I know is that it hurts more deeply than anything I have experienced in my short existance. How ironic, to love someone so religiously, only to have them be the one that pulls the trigger.
Why? Why have you done this to me?
Why? Why have you done this to me?