ah, love
i know that gavin and i won't be together forever...god knows if we'll even be together til march...and that frustrates me.
i feel so...fatalistic. like, why am i wasting my time? especially when i've developed crushes on a couple of seriously cute dancers who will be there at new year's.
but he makes me so happy right now! and isn't that what it should be about? the here and the now?
GOD my head hurts. i can't get anything done.
i feel so...fatalistic. like, why am i wasting my time? especially when i've developed crushes on a couple of seriously cute dancers who will be there at new year's.
but he makes me so happy right now! and isn't that what it should be about? the here and the now?
GOD my head hurts. i can't get anything done.