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dear
here's my letter from the fathomless depths of deception, can you hear the gurgling as i breathe from these stagnant pools?
we can be together soon, just as soon as i figure out how to get around this. i miss you i love you, i know you are the only one. everything else is a lie, even your lies are the truth.
writing love letters to the boy down the street, the girl dying inside me. i can't wait to get back to a normal life, comfortable situations. i miss turning off my computer for days straight, focusing on the boy in my bed, the books on my nightstand, the shirts that need to be sewn. i chose to not be someone's mother and if i have to i will choose it again and again and again. way bloodier, way sicker, way more depressing than any passion of jesus. these holes in my hands are for you my love[pluralized]? just for you.
here's my letter from the fathomless depths of deception, can you hear the gurgling as i breathe from these stagnant pools?
we can be together soon, just as soon as i figure out how to get around this. i miss you i love you, i know you are the only one. everything else is a lie, even your lies are the truth.
writing love letters to the boy down the street, the girl dying inside me. i can't wait to get back to a normal life, comfortable situations. i miss turning off my computer for days straight, focusing on the boy in my bed, the books on my nightstand, the shirts that need to be sewn. i chose to not be someone's mother and if i have to i will choose it again and again and again. way bloodier, way sicker, way more depressing than any passion of jesus. these holes in my hands are for you my love[pluralized]? just for you.