tonight
Tonight was not what I wanted it to be.
It started out great. Bill did a wonderful feature at the youth slam and dedicated an amazing poem to me...and on top of that, let me have one of his paintings...now I have three! :) He was so sweet and I'm so glad he was there....then he left, and it went all downhill from there.
Nick and I did the new crossword which was awesome. Then Liz, Nick and I conquered Photo Hunt so we will go down in history as the champs.
Then after close, what I thought was going to be a java hut sendoff party...turned into something so much different. It was apparantly a "prom" that really only revolved around Annie and Laura. Anyway... I only knew a few people, and the rest were random people I had never even seen before. I thought it was going to be a lot more intimate, with my friends that I have met there over the years. It wasn't anything close to that. Most of the people I thought would probably come didn't even show up. I literally started to feel sick to my stomach. Then someone I didn't even know asked me for my 5 dollar cover. A 5 dollar cover for a "fundraiser" that was not made clear as to what it even was. So apparantly I wasn't allowed to stay at the place where I've spent the last 4 and a half years of my life because I didn't have 5 dollars.
Whatever...I went to see Matt and April and the other people that I actually go there to see...and only about 5 of them were even there to begin with.
I guess I'm being a party pooper, and a jerk...and I am probably flipping out over nothing, but I just had to get my thoughts out. I was just under the impression that it was going to be like the old parties we used to have there after hours. Oh well.
RIP Java Hut. It seems like lots of your old friends gave up on you a long time ago.
This was the one thing I was looking forward to this week.
I really hope Sunday is different.