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10 Firsts
first boyfriend/girlfriend: bryan casey. lol. even he isnt friends with me anymore. im a really nice person, cant understand why all the exes arent friends with me anymore..
first kiss: his name is totally on the tip of my tongue. but it was at the lake with a weekender and i was like. 12 or something. or 13. and i remember gushing about it with vivie cause we thought id be like. 16 before i ever got frenched.
first piercings: i guess my ears. if that doesnt count then my tragus
first crush: curtis something or other in 3rd grade
first music: jan arden or something of the kind and folk/irish, oh and country
first responsibility: i dont know. chores? i guess?
first stuffed animal: im not sure. i remember this scary stuffed sortve doll with really. reallllly scary eyes. but i really remember willmington.
first school: holy redeemer
first pet: sam who was a dog
9 lasts:
last cigarette: about 20 mins ago
last kiss: few weeks ago with a random at a party... where i got jacked.... >:O
last movie seen: watched one on IFC because nothing was really on. it was called ski school i think. its from like. 1991
last phone call: gran'pa
last cd played: driving to school mp3 cd
last bubble bath: an actual bubble bath.... oh god. i so dont want to remember times with him...
last time you cried: within the last 24 hours due to excruciatingdlsjgdsghdsg pain
last date: ive been on three dates total in my life. i think the last one wasss valentines day. another one of those i dont want toremember times with him things
8 have you evers:
have you ever dated one of your best friends: yes. bryan casey. lol. i really want graham, though. aaah, those were the days
have you ever skinny dipped: yes, with another guy i dont want to remember
have you ever been on tv: i was in a fire safety video and a shit loada times on the news
have you ever kissed somebody and regretted it: oh hell yes. more times than i can count
have you ever fallen in love: three times. count them. one. two. three times. and dick all to show for it but cynicism
have you ever lost someone you loved: yes. 6. the 3 loves. 2 relatives. a friend but sortve still talk to her every now and then. didnt really lose her, i let her go. oh. 7. because ive lost me and still havent found myself yet..
have you ever been depressed: lol....
have you ever woken up and not known where you were: more than once
7 places youve been:
1. cancun, mexico
2. new york state
3. p.e.i
4. new brunswick
5. montreal
6. toronto
7. um... someone elses bed
6 things you've done today: (since im doing this at 2am ill type the stuff from yesterday)
1. got up
2. went back to sleep
3. showered
4. went to school
5. drove laura home
6. came home
5 favorite things in NO order:
1. skittles
2. cuddles and kisses
3. music
4. all things irish
5. chrome and ink
4 fears:
1. owning my own corner
2. never finding it
3. feet.. maybe that more of a seriously intense hate
4. being this sick all my life
3 wishes:
1. to be happy for longer than i ever have been
2. than julie makes a full recovery
3. that someone out there who's on the edge-pulls back or that someone who really needs it finds bliss
2 things you want to do before you die:
1. sky dive or bungee jump
2. travel the world more than once
1 thing you regret:
1. there is tons i regret but i wouldnt be who i am right at this moment if it werent for that, even if i sometimes i hate my person at that moment. but i hope when all is said and finished that i have more regrets of what ive done instead of more regrets of what i coulda done.
first boyfriend/girlfriend: bryan casey. lol. even he isnt friends with me anymore. im a really nice person, cant understand why all the exes arent friends with me anymore..
first kiss: his name is totally on the tip of my tongue. but it was at the lake with a weekender and i was like. 12 or something. or 13. and i remember gushing about it with vivie cause we thought id be like. 16 before i ever got frenched.
first piercings: i guess my ears. if that doesnt count then my tragus
first crush: curtis something or other in 3rd grade
first music: jan arden or something of the kind and folk/irish, oh and country
first responsibility: i dont know. chores? i guess?
first stuffed animal: im not sure. i remember this scary stuffed sortve doll with really. reallllly scary eyes. but i really remember willmington.
first school: holy redeemer
first pet: sam who was a dog
9 lasts:
last cigarette: about 20 mins ago
last kiss: few weeks ago with a random at a party... where i got jacked.... >:O
last movie seen: watched one on IFC because nothing was really on. it was called ski school i think. its from like. 1991
last phone call: gran'pa
last cd played: driving to school mp3 cd
last bubble bath: an actual bubble bath.... oh god. i so dont want to remember times with him...
last time you cried: within the last 24 hours due to excruciatingdlsjgdsghdsg pain
last date: ive been on three dates total in my life. i think the last one wasss valentines day. another one of those i dont want toremember times with him things
8 have you evers:
have you ever dated one of your best friends: yes. bryan casey. lol. i really want graham, though. aaah, those were the days
have you ever skinny dipped: yes, with another guy i dont want to remember
have you ever been on tv: i was in a fire safety video and a shit loada times on the news
have you ever kissed somebody and regretted it: oh hell yes. more times than i can count
have you ever fallen in love: three times. count them. one. two. three times. and dick all to show for it but cynicism
have you ever lost someone you loved: yes. 6. the 3 loves. 2 relatives. a friend but sortve still talk to her every now and then. didnt really lose her, i let her go. oh. 7. because ive lost me and still havent found myself yet..
have you ever been depressed: lol....
have you ever woken up and not known where you were: more than once
7 places youve been:
1. cancun, mexico
2. new york state
3. p.e.i
4. new brunswick
5. montreal
6. toronto
7. um... someone elses bed
6 things you've done today: (since im doing this at 2am ill type the stuff from yesterday)
1. got up
2. went back to sleep
3. showered
4. went to school
5. drove laura home
6. came home
5 favorite things in NO order:
1. skittles
2. cuddles and kisses
3. music
4. all things irish
5. chrome and ink
4 fears:
1. owning my own corner
2. never finding it
3. feet.. maybe that more of a seriously intense hate
4. being this sick all my life
3 wishes:
1. to be happy for longer than i ever have been
2. than julie makes a full recovery
3. that someone out there who's on the edge-pulls back or that someone who really needs it finds bliss
2 things you want to do before you die:
1. sky dive or bungee jump
2. travel the world more than once
1 thing you regret:
1. there is tons i regret but i wouldnt be who i am right at this moment if it werent for that, even if i sometimes i hate my person at that moment. but i hope when all is said and finished that i have more regrets of what ive done instead of more regrets of what i coulda done.