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I just got back from going out to eat with my dad. I love him so much...He has no idea...Work was pure hell today...It was way too crazy...I checked my hours from last week and I had 56, which I'm only suppose to have 40. That just goes to show all my over time...We all had to switch our schedules around this week to make room for layaway since theres no one else to cover it. So my schedule's been turned upside down. Plus I've only worked two days this week and I already have two hours overtime...What a mess...Plus I'm going on nine days straight without a day off! I'm seriously conisdering quitting! I've already been offered a job near my house making almost the same amount!
I talked to Lisa earlier..We talked about how I always leave things unsaid...I've come to the decision that things aren't better left unsaid. I always thought they were but they really aren't..I'm taking small baby steps which I'm proud of. I just need to continue them. I also talked to her about relationships. And I told her I just wanted someone who made me happy and made me feel good about myself. And that just grabbed me to where I feel like I can't breathe without them. Is that too much to ask for?
Xtina made me feel so bad at work today and she wasn't even being mean about it. She had pictures of last year when I first started working. And she brought them to me today and was like "omg look at how much weight you've gained since being here"...Not being mean or anything or calling me fat. But it sure did make me feel fat. Even though I know I'm not!
Well I'm going to go watch season 2&3 of the Newlyweds since I haven't really gotten a chance too!
I talked to Lisa earlier..We talked about how I always leave things unsaid...I've come to the decision that things aren't better left unsaid. I always thought they were but they really aren't..I'm taking small baby steps which I'm proud of. I just need to continue them. I also talked to her about relationships. And I told her I just wanted someone who made me happy and made me feel good about myself. And that just grabbed me to where I feel like I can't breathe without them. Is that too much to ask for?
Xtina made me feel so bad at work today and she wasn't even being mean about it. She had pictures of last year when I first started working. And she brought them to me today and was like "omg look at how much weight you've gained since being here"...Not being mean or anything or calling me fat. But it sure did make me feel fat. Even though I know I'm not!
Well I'm going to go watch season 2&3 of the Newlyweds since I haven't really gotten a chance too!