For You
Here I am.
Pouring my heart to you.
The heart I’ve locked up for so long.
I finally found someone I could talk to.
Someone I didn’t have to say a word to.
They would understand.
Even if they don’t know the half of it.
I tried.
For you.
Why don’t you talk to me anymore?
Why don’t you want to see me again?
Why did you lie?
Why are you doing this to yourself?
Why am I doing this to myself?
Why do I find myself screaming?
I scream my lungs out to you,
At you,
But only when you’re not there.
And when I can see you,
I might as well be one the edge of the universe.
Looking down.
Ready to jump.
Whenever you come to mind…I cry another tear.
I destroy another thousand brain cells.
From holding my breath.
Though no matter how hard I try
I can’t push you out of my mind.
I smashed another glass today.
Just to try to picture what is going on.
Inside my head.
Inside me heart.
Why does it hurt so much…when you were never mine?
It finished.
Before it began.
Pouring my heart to you.
The heart I’ve locked up for so long.
I finally found someone I could talk to.
Someone I didn’t have to say a word to.
They would understand.
Even if they don’t know the half of it.
I tried.
For you.
Why don’t you talk to me anymore?
Why don’t you want to see me again?
Why did you lie?
Why are you doing this to yourself?
Why am I doing this to myself?
Why do I find myself screaming?
I scream my lungs out to you,
At you,
But only when you’re not there.
And when I can see you,
I might as well be one the edge of the universe.
Looking down.
Ready to jump.
Whenever you come to mind…I cry another tear.
I destroy another thousand brain cells.
From holding my breath.
Though no matter how hard I try
I can’t push you out of my mind.
I smashed another glass today.
Just to try to picture what is going on.
Inside my head.
Inside me heart.
Why does it hurt so much…when you were never mine?
It finished.
Before it began.