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Like a dormant volcano, I'm waiting for my emotions to erupt to the surface. For the most part I just feel numb. There's a little bit of underlying sadness or something (?) From past experience I know that in a matter of time I will be reduced to sobbing mess.
I'm surprised at this turn of events...I wasn't expecting this. Nor was I expecting to feel the way I do. I'm not quite so confused this time around- especially considering I wasn't prepared for this. I'm not going to try to analyze anything, quite the opposite in fact. I think I do better when I try to avoid thinking about it. Maybe this will be the time I am actually able to move on.
I'm surprised at this turn of events...I wasn't expecting this. Nor was I expecting to feel the way I do. I'm not quite so confused this time around- especially considering I wasn't prepared for this. I'm not going to try to analyze anything, quite the opposite in fact. I think I do better when I try to avoid thinking about it. Maybe this will be the time I am actually able to move on.