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So I guess Ill give a short update. School has been in for two weeks. I have spent most of my time trying to figure out how to make friends in my classes...no one tries to be friendly but me...I honestly cant be the only one searching for friends can I? Or is everyone else just as timid as me? I'm trying really hard to let the best of me shine and improve my grades so I dont have to struggle come December...enough mentally draining things are going to happen around that time. I have officially decided to move back to Illinois this winter. The thought of starting all over again in Illinois both scares me and excites me because I know I'm not the same girl who left over 12 months ago. I am stronger, faster, and smarter. I can figure this whole life thing out...its just going to take me time.
I still work at the same office doing the same thing. I feel like I try really hard to make sure everyone likes me...which is what you would want right? I wish I could just be comfortable being myself for once...I wish I could just put on that whole "I dont care you will like me for me" appearance"
I still work at the same office doing the same thing. I feel like I try really hard to make sure everyone likes me...which is what you would want right? I wish I could just be comfortable being myself for once...I wish I could just put on that whole "I dont care you will like me for me" appearance"