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i didn't exactly elaborate on the shittiness of yesterday, so here goes, along with various other stuff on my mind. i've never been so fucking paranoid in my life. i was sure i'd be shipped back to portland with no return, or tossed behind bars for a very long period of time, because the shit i had planned was so serious. i was going to fucking gut Delicious, really. now i'm sitting here thinking hard and scared still of what i'm capable of. i don't like being fucked with, it's so not cool man. i didn't want Skot to get involved either, but i guess it's his duties or some shit as a friend? i'm going to begin writing again, because when i did so i always kept me calm and made me feel better.
i think i sort of fucked me and Skot's friendship from a while back. i miss how we used to hang out in school and such. fuck me, i always ruin shit. fuck the rest of these butt fuckers. i don't care for them. well, as of now i only want to really associate with him, especially with this shit going on, it's got me kind of nervous and skeptical of who to trust.
i desperately need 1000 bucks. Skot's got sponsors for sovereign industries, and i don't have my import yet, so i'm sucking up the club, which fucking sucks. sov ind is only going to be Skot and I, so i guess he has new plans and stuff. well, i'm in school guys, and class is ending, plus work afterwards, so i'll be on around midnight. i'm going to starve myself and be a bum until i save up the cash needed. i desperately want this car. i have killer ideas for it. TEAM SOVEREIGN 4 LIFE. haha, ciao!
i think i sort of fucked me and Skot's friendship from a while back. i miss how we used to hang out in school and such. fuck me, i always ruin shit. fuck the rest of these butt fuckers. i don't care for them. well, as of now i only want to really associate with him, especially with this shit going on, it's got me kind of nervous and skeptical of who to trust.
i desperately need 1000 bucks. Skot's got sponsors for sovereign industries, and i don't have my import yet, so i'm sucking up the club, which fucking sucks. sov ind is only going to be Skot and I, so i guess he has new plans and stuff. well, i'm in school guys, and class is ending, plus work afterwards, so i'll be on around midnight. i'm going to starve myself and be a bum until i save up the cash needed. i desperately want this car. i have killer ideas for it. TEAM SOVEREIGN 4 LIFE. haha, ciao!