this may never start, we could fall apart..and i'd be ur memory

Sep 17, 2005 09:51

so hey i guess its been awhile since ive updated..i started to update last nite but i accidentally clicked the X and i was almost done and didnt really feel like retyping the whole thing out again...haha im lazy..so right now im cleaning and babysitting...renee went to go get her hair cut, and we so it looks like this weekend i might not get to do anything....so last nite was all right, i went to work after school, and got to work with the most awesomest people in the entire world....maria, shannon, and mitchell...haha i love them alll sooooo much..and we were going to go to a midnite movie..but we didnt...haha...

so let's see where have i left off....umm me and my friends are no longer in a fight...we solved it all one day @ school, we yelled/talked it out @ the guidanceoffice during 4th block....so we got everything straight..it just turned out to be a big misunderstanding..ya know? i guess tho..if sumthing like this is going to happen again...i dont think we will b friends..and i get the biggest idea that it will...because suppposedly tucker likes megan, and brandi likes tucker..so i think it might happen alllll over again..im just hoping that we can all b a little more mature about it next time..ha yea right...thats a laugh.

so guess what?!?!?! im not grounded for once..but guess who is?!?! brandi..and although i cannot say why @ the moment... let's just say im glad i came clean with my parents...so then i know i have nothin to worry about because i havent lied to them about anything....ha...brandi (or her parents) had called my home phone yesterday and no one answered it....i hope it was brandi...i dont know why id b worried if it wasnt..my parents know everything.

so school has been going ok....i made a 100 on my first APchem test, woo, and ive joined.....uh...scholar's bowl..haha imsucha nerd...

so let's see for tooday!
~work, @ 4 inn togo!
~megan might come over afterwards

thats about it

last nite @ work, i got invited to a kegger after the UT FL game..haha let's just say im soo not going..im so over that stuff..and i def. dont feel like going and gettin raped..by 23 year old guys...

i have finally cut things off with matt..for good...i havent talked to him @ all...in like a week. and im really kinda happy about that..ive been talking to a buncha other people lately and i absolutely love it! ive been talkin to CJ, and i know he might b a little bit out there @ times..but i still think that he is a cool guy..i guess what me and matt had is just a memory now..and illnever forgetit...all the times...it was good..and i felt soo loved..but it got to b just too much...we fell apart..and now im his memory..and he's mine (thus the subject heading!)

last nite i talked to joe on the interent...and i know he might read this but i dont care..i still have like soo many feelings for him...they all came back last nite too..i just wish that i could see him.....maybe more than once a year....who knows..mayb things will work themselves out...

oh yea i am no longer the poor one of the group (not like i was ever that poor) we all went to the mall the other day and i was the only one buying things because no one else could..haha its kinda funny....anyways i gotta go watch my awesome lil brother
ttyl..im so relieved that finally everything is working itself out
love yaaaa
kylie
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