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I see right through you
And your cold hard eyes
You never stopped to see
Never paid attention
So I ignored your lies
I wish you would see all the dignity
That I lost
Due to your lack of caring
Due to everything
That you stopped yourself
From saying
As I figure
You'll never change
Why bother?
Why even care?
I do love you
But you are too lost
In your own little world
To even look into my eyes
And see that I'm crying
Smeared make up
Due to your lies
Lying on the floor
Wishing you'd change
Lying there freezing
Exhausted
I'm dying
And becoming a little more insane
Due to everything you did
Due to your denial
Everything I have wished
Is not going to come true
Watching everything fly by
Lying there
Eyes blood shot
Due to your lies
I'm really bored. I'm just sitting here but whats new? dah, I saw the dumbest movie last night. It was called High Tension and it was RETARDED. DO NOT GO SEE IT. anyways, i have dance tonight which should get me in a better mood but for some reason my stomach has been hurting really badly. I probably need to go back on my Prevacid...DAMN ACID REFLUX DISEASE. er. well I think I'm going to go and take a nap. bye.