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I have been so bored lately. eh. it's like no one wants to be around me...I mean I don't blame them actually cuz i've been a total bitch..but i just wish someone would care and ask why every once in a while. I know I do really stupid shit...but I am trying to change...maybe I should just change all of me...maybe then I would have more then like 2 people who actually like talking to me and maybe then people would actually ask me to hang out, or come over, or invite me to a party..maybe that's just too much to ask...I mean it's not like I want to be "popular" or some stupid shit like that...I just wish that more than 2 people would want to hang out or be around me. I mean is that too much to ask? hell, maybe it is. maybe it's nothing and I'm just making it into something...God, I want to be homeschooled so badly but then I wouldn't be able to dance on the school dance team...and that would really suck, but atleast I wouldn't have to deal with all the shitty people like me at school. Heh, if I was someone else, I wouldn't want to hang out with me either. isn't that just retarded? yeah, it is. but that's just my stupidity coming out, right cory? Damn I think too much.
I watched The Notebook 4 times today...I love that movie...if only shit like that happened to me. I would love to find a guy like him...HA but who am I kidding?
"If you're a bird, I'm a bird"