Apr 02, 2006 20:37
MiDnIgHtXtRaNcE (7:32:42 PM): hey
Havocx352 (7:32:48 PM): aloha
MiDnIgHtXtRaNcE (7:32:54 PM): whats up...?
Havocx352 (7:32:57 PM): nm u?
MiDnIgHtXtRaNcE (7:33:08 PM): nothin...just idk...same old
Havocx352 (7:33:16 PM): lol, righto
MiDnIgHtXtRaNcE (7:33:45 PM): so yea nothig new with you...?
Havocx352 (7:33:52 PM): nope
MiDnIgHtXtRaNcE (7:33:57 PM): mmmm..
MiDnIgHtXtRaNcE (7:34:44 PM): so yea i was talkin to amanda today...
MiDnIgHtXtRaNcE (7:34:52 PM): well she left me a mesege anyways
Havocx352 (7:35:15 PM): righto, whadid she say?
MiDnIgHtXtRaNcE (7:35:45 PM): o nothing...
MiDnIgHtXtRaNcE (7:36:01 PM): nothing new i guess anyways...
Havocx352 (7:36:16 PM): well if she didn't say anything, you wouldnt have mentioned it
MiDnIgHtXtRaNcE (7:36:37 PM): im just saying its nothing new aparently sence theres nothign new with you....
Havocx352 (7:36:47 PM): Ok. That's nice/
MiDnIgHtXtRaNcE (7:36:55 PM): what...?
Havocx352 (7:37:10 PM): Well obviously you're unhappy about something
MiDnIgHtXtRaNcE (7:37:38 PM): didnt say i was unhappy about it...just that you didnt tell me...or Amanda till today i guess...
Havocx352 (7:38:10 PM): Maybe I said nothing new, because I was aware of the fact that you knew
MiDnIgHtXtRaNcE (7:38:59 PM): so..? i still would like to hear it from you..
Havocx352 (7:39:11 PM): Oh ok fine. im going out with someone
MiDnIgHtXtRaNcE (7:39:16 PM): thankyou
Havocx352 (7:39:55 PM): So why are both of you so affronted anyways?
MiDnIgHtXtRaNcE (7:40:13 PM): because usuallu you tell us stuff
Havocx352 (7:40:28 PM): I havent talked to EITHER of you about ANYTHING MUCH at ALL for a while.
MiDnIgHtXtRaNcE (7:40:42 PM): yea i know..
MiDnIgHtXtRaNcE (7:40:44 PM): it worried me
Havocx352 (7:40:45 PM): I basically NEVER talk to you on aim.
Havocx352 (7:41:01 PM): because whenever I do, I end up getting in a fight with you
MiDnIgHtXtRaNcE (7:41:13 PM): sence when...?
Havocx352 (7:41:48 PM): Since like two months! Are you completely oblivious?! Whenever Im ACTUALLY talking to you, not just saying hi and then never talking for the rest of the night!
MiDnIgHtXtRaNcE (7:42:24 PM): sry ok im sry....
MiDnIgHtXtRaNcE (7:42:28 PM): i dont want to fight with you
MiDnIgHtXtRaNcE (7:42:31 PM): i really dont
MiDnIgHtXtRaNcE (7:43:26 PM): i care about you more then almost anythign ok ...i hate fighting with you it kills me ok...?
Havocx352 (7:43:45 PM): Well the feeling really isn't mutual.
MiDnIgHtXtRaNcE (7:44:19 PM): just so I'm inturpiting thisright...explain ...
Havocx352 (7:45:00 PM): Im saying, I dont care about you more than almost anything, as you said it.
MiDnIgHtXtRaNcE (7:45:16 PM): ok .yea thats what i thought...and what i expect
MiDnIgHtXtRaNcE (7:45:31 PM): i know you dont care about me like that.
MiDnIgHtXtRaNcE (7:45:36 PM): and im used to it.
Havocx352 (7:46:08 PM): Yes well. I know you like me. But I never actually liked you. I just wasn't sure. Now I am. I know I dont like you.
MiDnIgHtXtRaNcE (7:46:25 PM): fine i know you dont
MiDnIgHtXtRaNcE (7:46:31 PM): so lets just move on from that ok
MiDnIgHtXtRaNcE (7:46:40 PM): i liked it better when we were just friends..
Havocx352 (7:46:41 PM): I just wanna know what the big deal is
MiDnIgHtXtRaNcE (7:46:46 PM): and i didnt have all this crap
Havocx352 (7:46:51 PM): If that's what you expect
MiDnIgHtXtRaNcE (7:47:00 PM): what...?
Havocx352 (7:47:16 PM): I said, if this is what you expect, thgen what is the big deal
MiDnIgHtXtRaNcE (7:47:53 PM): oh i didnt say there was a big deal. im fine im used to this sort of thing so I'm fine I'll be fine.
Havocx352 (7:48:08 PM): Ok. Works for me.
MiDnIgHtXtRaNcE (7:48:14 PM): but there is a question...eh...i know its weird to ask but why dont you lkiek me..?
MiDnIgHtXtRaNcE (7:48:25 PM): you dont have to answer...if you dont want to ..
Havocx352 (7:48:38 PM): why don't I like you? How the hell am I supposed to know. I dont know why I like people alex.
Havocx352 (7:48:49 PM): No one I ever liked was the same as the last person
MiDnIgHtXtRaNcE (7:48:55 PM): ok
MiDnIgHtXtRaNcE (7:49:36 PM): do you still trust me liek you used to and stuff...? liek friends wise...? its just that the last month or two i feel liek ive been gettign on your nerves r something
Havocx352 (7:49:40 PM): so why do you like me...?
MiDnIgHtXtRaNcE (7:49:49 PM): because your different
MiDnIgHtXtRaNcE (7:49:57 PM): from every other guy ive pretty much ever
MiDnIgHtXtRaNcE (7:49:59 PM): dated or met
MiDnIgHtXtRaNcE (7:50:14 PM): its hard to explainwhy i like ou because i actually dont knwo in detail
MiDnIgHtXtRaNcE (7:50:18 PM): theres just soemthign about you
MiDnIgHtXtRaNcE (7:50:21 PM): and i can trust you
MiDnIgHtXtRaNcE (7:50:25 PM): thats one fo the major things
MiDnIgHtXtRaNcE (7:52:04 PM): eh...that answer your question...?
Havocx352 (7:52:18 PM): doesnt matter, I didnt answer yours
MiDnIgHtXtRaNcE (7:52:38 PM): well you said you didnt have a answer...
MiDnIgHtXtRaNcE (7:52:43 PM): cause you said you didnt know
MiDnIgHtXtRaNcE (7:52:55 PM): unless you desided to avoid the question..
MiDnIgHtXtRaNcE (7:54:02 PM): have i been on your nerves latley..?
Havocx352 (7:54:22 PM): Yes
MiDnIgHtXtRaNcE (7:54:28 PM): eh i thought so...
Havocx352 (7:54:35 PM): Oh as if it wasn't obvious.
Havocx352 (7:54:43 PM): You didn't need to ask, you already knew.
MiDnIgHtXtRaNcE (7:55:06 PM): well i wanted to know why really,....
Havocx352 (7:56:20 PM): If I knew, I would have asked you to stop.
MiDnIgHtXtRaNcE (7:56:28 PM): oh.
MiDnIgHtXtRaNcE (7:56:49 PM): well another reason i asked is because i seem to be annoying alot of ppl..
MiDnIgHtXtRaNcE (7:56:54 PM): and i dont know why
MiDnIgHtXtRaNcE (7:56:59 PM): but yea it doesnt
MiDnIgHtXtRaNcE (7:57:01 PM): matter
Havocx352 (7:57:18 PM): If it didn't matter, you wouldn't ask.
MiDnIgHtXtRaNcE (7:57:28 PM): ok fine
Havocx352 (7:57:41 PM): It does matter. It matters a lot.
MiDnIgHtXtRaNcE (7:57:57 PM): im just tired of pissin ppl off and feelin like shit about it
MiDnIgHtXtRaNcE (7:58:06 PM): im tired about feeling like shit about being me
MiDnIgHtXtRaNcE (7:58:13 PM): cause thats all im doing is being me
MiDnIgHtXtRaNcE (7:58:27 PM): or am i i dont really know.
Havocx352 (7:58:57 PM): If I don't like who yo are. I can't fix that. and Im not going to ask you to cange for me.
Havocx352 (7:59:00 PM): change*
MiDnIgHtXtRaNcE (7:59:30 PM): i wouldnt if you did..
MiDnIgHtXtRaNcE (7:59:39 PM): and you didnt seam to have a problem with me before..
Havocx352 (8:00:23 PM): Yes well did you maybe think that Im changing?
MiDnIgHtXtRaNcE (8:00:31 PM): yea i noticed.
MiDnIgHtXtRaNcE (8:02:18 PM): are we even friends anymore...?
Havocx352 (8:03:37 PM): not really
MiDnIgHtXtRaNcE (8:03:48 PM): and why is that..?
Havocx352 (8:04:18 PM): ...
Havocx352 (8:04:32 PM): How the FUCK am I supposed to know.
MiDnIgHtXtRaNcE (8:04:40 PM): because your the one stopping it
Havocx352 (8:05:12 PM): Well maybe if I could figure out why you get on my nerves I'd do something about it. But right now, all I know is that IM CHANGING
Havocx352 (8:05:20 PM): ANd it feels like its for the better
Havocx352 (8:05:25 PM): Which means, iM not going to stop that
MiDnIgHtXtRaNcE (8:05:41 PM): fine w.e
MiDnIgHtXtRaNcE (8:06:08 PM): just seams that everytime i go and trust someone and shti they stab me in the back and im the one who gets hurt
Havocx352 (8:06:21 PM): Im not stabbing you in the fucking back alex
Havocx352 (8:06:45 PM): what did I EVER do, that would be considered betraying you. I never told ANYONE the shit you let me know. I never said ANYTHNING bad about you.
MiDnIgHtXtRaNcE (8:07:15 PM): your betraying me by not being my friend. your benifiting fromt his and im getting put another step back
Havocx352 (8:07:41 PM): Oh yeah. SO me getting into a fight and LOSING A FRIEND, IS BENEFITING?!
Havocx352 (8:07:47 PM): you really think that's BENEFITTING?
MiDnIgHtXtRaNcE (8:07:58 PM): we arnt
Havocx352 (8:07:58 PM): do you even know what the fucking word means?
MiDnIgHtXtRaNcE (8:08:02 PM): even fighting
MiDnIgHtXtRaNcE (8:08:05 PM): i was trying to ask you
MiDnIgHtXtRaNcE (8:08:06 PM): stuff
MiDnIgHtXtRaNcE (8:08:09 PM): and shti liek that
MiDnIgHtXtRaNcE (8:08:16 PM): your the one who said we are not really friends
MiDnIgHtXtRaNcE (8:08:21 PM): and your the one who said im annoying now
MiDnIgHtXtRaNcE (8:08:32 PM): when all im doing is being who i usually am
MiDnIgHtXtRaNcE (8:08:43 PM): i never wanted to start a fight with you
Havocx352 (8:08:44 PM): YES
Havocx352 (8:08:46 PM): EXACTLY
Havocx352 (8:09:30 PM): You DON'T SEE THE LIGHT. I'm changing. MAYBE, I don't like how you act, so INSTEAD of telling YOU to change. I Just STOP being friends with you, because you SHOULDN'T HAVE TO CHANGE FOR ME.
MiDnIgHtXtRaNcE (8:10:16 PM): fine ok but you changing and stop being friends with me is not because we got in a fight
MiDnIgHtXtRaNcE (8:10:26 PM): its because you changed..
MiDnIgHtXtRaNcE (8:10:36 PM): not because we go tin a fight cause we didnt
MiDnIgHtXtRaNcE (8:10:47 PM): you just desided not to have me change and just leave me....instead
Havocx352 (8:11:32 PM): Yes. Exactly. Because you are being you. And you should always be you. And IM being me. ANd you seem to have a problem with how I am.
MiDnIgHtXtRaNcE (8:12:04 PM): i dont have a problem with how you are i liek you just how you are even now ok
MiDnIgHtXtRaNcE (8:12:11 PM): i just dont want to fight with oyu anymore ok
MiDnIgHtXtRaNcE (8:12:12 PM): ?
MiDnIgHtXtRaNcE (8:13:44 PM): ok...??
Havocx352 (8:14:08 PM): ok...?
MiDnIgHtXtRaNcE (8:14:26 PM): eh idk i just dont want to fight anymore i just want to forget about it.
Havocx352 (8:14:45 PM): WELL THEN FORGET ABOUT IT
MiDnIgHtXtRaNcE (8:14:48 PM): ok
MiDnIgHtXtRaNcE (8:15:22 PM): are we ok now...?
MiDnIgHtXtRaNcE (8:15:25 PM): nvm