Survivor

Sep 11, 2003 09:17

Last night I went to bed around 1am. I woke up at about 3 am, 4 am, 7 am, and 8 am. It is now 9:21 am, and I am awake. I don't really know whats going on besides the fact that I've been having recurring nightmares about close loved ones dying. I don't know if it's just me being homesick; but I feel like its starting to consume me.

Its sort of like living life with a thin veil in front of you when you are away from your parents and family. I try to deal with it the best I can, but as of lately (the past week) it's been getting the better of me. I'm fighting a losing battle.

J2D
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