My Love of Life. I miss you too; most particularly when I awake in the morning and you aren't by my side. I sleep with the TV on so that when I do wake up, I have company. I pretend that you're in the game room, hanging out. Sometimes you creep into my thoughts unbidden. I'll be doing something and will unwittingly include you in my head, or I will call someone by your name.
However, though I miss you greatly, I believe that we've come a long way in our relationship. I was just telling my mom how different I feel about you being gone. The first time that you went out there, all I did was cry. The first week that you were gone was hell, and it felt like, at the least, a month's passing. I miss you now, that much is to be expected; however, I also am enjoying several things: the company of my family, Nick and I doing a lot of things together and bonding, Maggie was over yesterday, and most importantly, I am here for Sarah when she needs me, as I need her. I'm reading a book, FINALLY since I can't do it when I'm in school. I plan on playing some games..particularly some Survival Horror. Nick and I watch an episode of SVU every nite. :) This is good, Baby, we are, together, whole, but apart, we are also whole. We carry each other in the most important place, our heart. And I meant it to be singular.
I miss you, yes, but I also am doing the things I should be doing, and getting a great deal done. This is so cathartic...for both of us. Enjoy yourself in WNY. You deserve it. I think about you, and I'm sure you think of me, but when you do, please keep in mind that I am probably at that same moment smiling. I can feel your presence, never forget that, and your presence is always within me.
I love you so much. Let WNY know what it's been missin.
Re: .:Suburban Love:.hallowickedMay 18 2004, 13:14:20 UTC
I miss you too - more than you can imagine. You are in my thoughts always and forever - everyone in the hood is asking where you are at. They are looking forward to your arrival- The city is waiting.
I'm glad you are enjoying our time apart - I feel the same way; we've been together for longer than I can remember, and its good to get some time away from another - especially when it comes to fortifying relationships with family and friends. I'm glad you are there for Sarah, and she is there for you - I'm glad you and your brother are bonding. Enjoy your time off - you deserve it.
I will see you very soon - take care and watch yourself. Tell O.G. I said hi. I'll definately hold it down in WNY - My crew knows I'm around and everybody wants to holla at the kid.
However, though I miss you greatly, I believe that we've come a long way in our relationship. I was just telling my mom how different I feel about you being gone. The first time that you went out there, all I did was cry. The first week that you were gone was hell, and it felt like, at the least, a month's passing. I miss you now, that much is to be expected; however, I also am enjoying several things: the company of my family, Nick and I doing a lot of things together and bonding, Maggie was over yesterday, and most importantly, I am here for Sarah when she needs me, as I need her. I'm reading a book, FINALLY since I can't do it when I'm in school. I plan on playing some games..particularly some Survival Horror. Nick and I watch an episode of SVU every nite. :) This is good, Baby, we are, together, whole, but apart, we are also whole. We carry each other in the most important place, our heart. And I meant it to be singular.
I miss you, yes, but I also am doing the things I should be doing, and getting a great deal done. This is so cathartic...for both of us. Enjoy yourself in WNY. You deserve it. I think about you, and I'm sure you think of me, but when you do, please keep in mind that I am probably at that same moment smiling. I can feel your presence, never forget that, and your presence is always within me.
I love you so much. Let WNY know what it's been missin.
Much Love.
Jungle Queen
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I'm glad you are enjoying our time apart - I feel the same way; we've been together for longer than I can remember, and its good to get some time away from another - especially when it comes to fortifying relationships with family and friends. I'm glad you are there for Sarah, and she is there for you - I'm glad you and your brother are bonding. Enjoy your time off - you deserve it.
I will see you very soon - take care and watch yourself. Tell O.G. I said hi. I'll definately hold it down in WNY - My crew knows I'm around and everybody wants to holla at the kid.
-Joey - Not Your Average Joe
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