Who Wanna Rock With A Titan And Cock Iron When Shots Flyin'
I'll Stop When Jokers Finish For Pac To Stop Hidin'
Salutations :
Its been a minute, but walk with me for a minute. Lately, I've had a lot of shit on my mind- when it comes to which of my friends are really 'friends' & so on. I've been trying hard to look at things through other people's perspective- and I've come to the realization that things are just different here as opposed to my home town.
Don't get me wrong - its not that I don't appreciate anything and everything that Meghan and her family have done for me. Its sort of like going from one extreme to another.
Everyone tells me that all I ever do is look for the bad in things, that I've got a chip on my shoulder, that I'm quick to the defensive. Well, I can do nothing but agree %100. I am simply a product of my environment, and I'm not going to change - because I can't change what I am.
I apologize to everyone for only talking about my experiences - but in retrospect, all I have are my own personal experiences; and that is what makes me the man I am today.
I know things are different out here, and I try to adapt - just know that I will never let my guard down, no matter where I'm at. I wish it wasn't this way, but we all have our own outlooks on life - it just so happens that I look out for my own.
I know this post doesn't make much sense at all -- but its therapeudic for the kid, and thats all I need right now.
J2D
One Love
Salutations :
Its been a minute, but walk with me for a minute. Lately, I've had a lot of shit on my mind- when it comes to which of my friends are really 'friends' & so on. I've been trying hard to look at things through other people's perspective- and I've come to the realization that things are just different here as opposed to my home town.
Don't get me wrong - its not that I don't appreciate anything and everything that Meghan and her family have done for me. Its sort of like going from one extreme to another.
Everyone tells me that all I ever do is look for the bad in things, that I've got a chip on my shoulder, that I'm quick to the defensive. Well, I can do nothing but agree %100. I am simply a product of my environment, and I'm not going to change - because I can't change what I am.
I apologize to everyone for only talking about my experiences - but in retrospect, all I have are my own personal experiences; and that is what makes me the man I am today.
I know things are different out here, and I try to adapt - just know that I will never let my guard down, no matter where I'm at. I wish it wasn't this way, but we all have our own outlooks on life - it just so happens that I look out for my own.
I know this post doesn't make much sense at all -- but its therapeudic for the kid, and thats all I need right now.
J2D
One Love