Jesus F**king Christ
By some FREAK of nature i dropped 4lbs yest and was 122 this morn. HOW i have no clue but my mother went out for food and i knew i'd have to eat something so i could tell her. ANd i dunno, it wasnt a binge, but it wasnt the NOTHING i'd wanted it to be. Now am petrified of what will happen. ANd i feel utturly shitty bout this thing. Its a whole load of SHIT. Havent thrown up with lip piercing in, dont wanna infect it and its sore. Plus dont wanna get in that pattern again.
i want a hug. Never weighing! its like i give myself the rop to hang myself.
i want a hug. Never weighing! its like i give myself the rop to hang myself.