Forgive me my weakness.
...
I could scream.
We had Louise today. Are my eyes Even More Screwed from the EXTREME whiteness of the Ally room or is this font stoopid?... *frown*
Watched Ghost yesterday. It practically Killed me. I was Sobbing. I quite enjoyed it. Not like I can't cry but was nice to have a reason. But it did set me off on a strange crying jag for bout... *shakes head* an unknown sense of time. Before i went to sleep. Was orgainisng while watching it so it wasn't like i was doing nothing.
I feel very wrong if i'm only watching tv and doing nothing else, like i should be exercising, writing, reading, planning, cleaning. Lol. in that< order. It seem such a waste of time to simply sit there, staring blankly.
So, back to Louise. WTF does she want exactly???? How much of it and where?? It's only the Carousel does everything really have to be That PERFECT????? Mum just got her book, it was right next to me yet it took seconds to grab it and leave. No wonder I get jumpy, go AWAY all ready.
I feel all blah. Big and hot. With a bit of dehydration thrown in. Something new is stressing me which i have forgotten about. I guess it's stoopid trying to remember something I've blanked but its got to be better than having a blurry haze in your memory. WTF is it...
Toast is haunting me, its in Uni. Had some breaktime cos could tell Carys wanted some but wouldn't {yeah, she really had to twist my arm} and then I found this chocolate thing, kinda like Nutella I had on a piece of bread.
Maybe I should just cut out bread. It's not like its good for you anyways, i mean what really does it do? Except make you feel grosse and bloated. Its just easy food.
Maybe will have fruit for breakie. I need a detox of some kind.
I don't want to wake up tomorrow.
I dont have the energy to do this again.
I could scream.
We had Louise today. Are my eyes Even More Screwed from the EXTREME whiteness of the Ally room or is this font stoopid?... *frown*
Watched Ghost yesterday. It practically Killed me. I was Sobbing. I quite enjoyed it. Not like I can't cry but was nice to have a reason. But it did set me off on a strange crying jag for bout... *shakes head* an unknown sense of time. Before i went to sleep. Was orgainisng while watching it so it wasn't like i was doing nothing.
I feel very wrong if i'm only watching tv and doing nothing else, like i should be exercising, writing, reading, planning, cleaning. Lol. in that< order. It seem such a waste of time to simply sit there, staring blankly.
So, back to Louise. WTF does she want exactly???? How much of it and where?? It's only the Carousel does everything really have to be That PERFECT????? Mum just got her book, it was right next to me yet it took seconds to grab it and leave. No wonder I get jumpy, go AWAY all ready.
I feel all blah. Big and hot. With a bit of dehydration thrown in. Something new is stressing me which i have forgotten about. I guess it's stoopid trying to remember something I've blanked but its got to be better than having a blurry haze in your memory. WTF is it...
Toast is haunting me, its in Uni. Had some breaktime cos could tell Carys wanted some but wouldn't {yeah, she really had to twist my arm} and then I found this chocolate thing, kinda like Nutella I had on a piece of bread.
Maybe I should just cut out bread. It's not like its good for you anyways, i mean what really does it do? Except make you feel grosse and bloated. Its just easy food.
Maybe will have fruit for breakie. I need a detox of some kind.
I don't want to wake up tomorrow.
I dont have the energy to do this again.