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sighs, got rejected. i suppose i won't be so nervous around her now and won't be in my mind so much...but yeah...still kinda painful and hurt. it never feels good to be rejected. oh wells. i should go numb myself now. ohs and it was really shitty to hear that she made out with mendi. that was def more painful than being rejected...and to hear about the hickies...whatevers though...i'll try to keep positive but this just makes trusting people even more difficult. i haven't felt a crush like this in a while, but i had a feeling the feeling wasn't reciprocated...stupid me stupid me. yeah i know this pass but i wonder when i'm going to meet someone...never is a long time.