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[hallolampost]

had a funny dream last night. funny weird. this is all i can remember. was hanging out with yuh-line and i walk into a room and she's there sitting next to nadine chatting it up. weird. and so i sit down all awkward and not knowing what to say or do but she smiles at me and talks to me, like everything's cool/okay. it was weird but comforting knowing that that's one less thing to worry about in the back of my mind. and so we're chilling and then i think it becomes a restaurant and tara is sitting across from me and smiles at me. and again, something that's been on the back of my mind but she smiles as if to say, again, everything is cool and okay between us. sighs. odd, but i'll take it as a good sign, though i'm not one of those peeps who have prophetic dreams.

i always thought i was pretty talented at some things...but there always comes a time when you need more than talent. i was talented when i was younger, but i never allowed myself to grow more. i'm stuck. i've hit my limit. everyone's passing me by.

side note but anyways.